Chronicles of a Screamer: The Beginning

The world turned on its head almost seven months ago when my sweet baby girl came into the world, screaming. And she hardly stoppped to take a breath for the first thirteen hours of her life. I just remember thinking "What on earth just happened?!", and every once in a while that same thought reoccurs to me. She has kept me on my toes and on my knees in prayer ever since that day.

Just earlier this week my dearest friend in the whole wide world, Tracy, came to visit me...her first encounter with the Screamer...and I now feel like I have an ally. She might not be living close by - God knows I wish she was - but she now knows just how busy my sweet little Screamer really is. OH, my husband sure knows. So do my parents from the short visits I have with them at their place, but now my dearest friend who has been there for me thirteen years, has seen the worst and best of me and still loves me, she understands my perils with this child. That is a feat in and of itself. Oh how I treasure her friendship. Anywho, at the encouragement of Tracy I am starting up my blog again, a whole year later since I blogged about the adventures in Nicaragua, as a bit of a coping mechanism for living with and raising my beautiful little Screamer, Aletta.

The name Aletta is from spanish and dutch origin (very fitting) and means "footloose", "verity", "truth", "small winged one". As much as she is a handful, that is the very reason I am excited to raise this little girl. My husband and I just can't do it on our own, we need our family, friends and more importantly God. Yes, we need God!

From My Spring Newsletter

Here is a post from my most recent newsletter...

I just love Spring. The new life that it brings, the beauty, the warmth. The seasonsone bigwhy I am glad to be back in Canada.My most recent return home was greeted by warm weather, which made me excited for hanging the clothes outside...not sure why I get excited about that, but pretty much every year that is something that I look forward to. Seeing as we`re talking about seasons, let me do a recap of what I have been up to the past winter months.

November 9-24, 2009

In November I spent 2.5 weeks in Nicaragua with Steve and Alma figuring out our anticipated moves for the Woman at the Well partnership teams that would be coming in the New Year.We planned schedules, brainstormed ideas and began developing learning designs. There are about five learning designs that work to bring each group through a process of diving deeper into the work of the Nehemiah Center, the Nicaraguan culture and how our worlds effect each other as we live our lives in this beautiful global world of God`s.The Woman at the Well partnerships came out of Christian Reformed World Missions in Nicaragua when they noticed that North American churches are sending down their teams, but there were no plans for continued relationship.

On my return home, over Christmas and into the New Year, I busily worked on the learning designs and on the cultural surveys which teams complete on their arrival and departure.

January 21-February 15, 2010

Whether I was prepared or not January 21 came quickly and I headed back to Nicaragua, this time for almost 4 weeks. The first couple weeks I didn’t feel too far from home because a few days after I arrived the team from my home church, Faith Burlington, arrived. They were excited to explore their partnership with the Nehemiah Center and about learning what partnering with a Nicaraguan church/community might look like and to hear stories of God at work. I enjoyed my time with them, although, it was also at this time that I was experiencing pretty bad morning sickness—pretty much whenever the heat hit me, I ate something not so settling or my body just plain wanted to feel sick. Just before I left for this trip Kevin and I found out that I was pregnant and I had to pretend the whole time that I was fine because none of our family back home knew yet!

Faith Burlington team after a very rewarding Incarnational Missions workshop.

After Faith left, a team from Bethel Edmonton arrived for a similar intense Vision Trip with the purpose of diving deeper into the culture and seeking to better understand how God is already at work in Nicaragua. While Faith is focusing on the city of Leon, Bethel is focusing on the city of Chinendega, and the churches that are part of the healthy church initiative there. It was an excellent time of learning and growth for them, but for me as well. God continues to open my eyes to how He is at work in the people of Nicaragua and how partnerships work across cultures. Partnerships take time and patience and a lot of willingness to invest in relationship. We have to give up of self and learn to be and see how and what God wants us to be and see. Relationships are messy, no matter what time zone you are in or what side of the earth you are on. Then throw into the mix different cultures, different perspectives, and so many other bits and pieces and you have yourself a perfect opportunity for two-way transformation.

March 6-22, 2010

My time back home in February went quickly and I soon found myself back at the Nehemiah Center preparing for another church group. Immanuel Hamilton was a multi-generational group and came for 10 days as part of a visioning trip for their church as well, but with the extra time we were able to integrate interactive activities into the mix, which made for a not as intense learning and growing opportunity for the whole group.

The team from Immanuel, Hamilton

Immanuel, along with their neighbours, Faith Burlington, are focusing on the city of Leon in their partnership with the Nehemiah Center. So again I went with them to listen to beautiful stories of how God is moving in Leon through the work of the Nehemiah Center. I spent every waking and sleeping moment with the team and really enjoyed my new found friends and the knowledge that they aren’t too far away from me even back home! Being a part of their discovery and learning of how they fit into God’s big global picture was so much fun to be a part of.

In addition to your prayers and care please consider to financially support my work and the work of CRWM in Nicaragua. Before my position comes to a close June 30, I need to still raise $7,000.

If you want to give you can donate online www.crwm.org/donate with the easy online form, or you can send your gift to CRWM with April Voorberg, WMLA-803689 on the memo line. Thank you and blessings!!

　

　

　

　

The Final Run

I don't want to sound so depressed saying that this is my final trip here, but I am starting to feel that way as I look to saying goodbye. It really hit me as I walked out of the airport on Sunday night and was greeting by Alma and her mom. This could possibly be the very last time that I see their beautiful faces in the mass of people at the airport. Lord, please hold my heart.

It is only day two and I am fully enjoying my time back in Nicaragua again. It feels like home. The people feel like home. The friends, the laughs, hey, even the awkward Spanish struggle is feeling pretty natural! But I am just building myself up for huge bummed let down the day I leave this country, so I will move on.

This first week here I am using as a time to get prepared for the team from Hamilton Immanual CRC to come on Saturday. This church has sent a team once before and they have committed to the Woman at the Well church partnership with the excitement of learning and sharing. I am looking forward to them being here and learning and growing along with them. Alma and I will be fully involved with the team for the duration of their time here and Steve will be mostly with us during this time. Please pray for a full time of understanding, open hearts and growth as we all dive deeper into understanding God's desire for missions and what He wants us to encounter and be broken by.

The weather has been exceptionally beautiful since I have been here and I am just praying that it sticks around for the next couple weeks. Maybe throwing the weather into this blog sounds like a random comment, but since I am pregnant I can quite handle the heat like I used to...or maybe its the bebito that can't handle the heat...